Maegan (ladybug5) wrote,

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i keep asking why...

The past few days have been some of the worst days of my life. I seriously don't know what I am going to do. I didn't sleep at all last night or the night before, and I just can't make myself eat much of anything. I just don't understand. I have never been this hurt in my life, and it seems like every decision I make is the wrong one.

Today has been horrible. I feel so alone, and I have to be at school until 8. It's so hard. I sat with Eric today at lunch becuase I really didn't know anyone else, and he tried to make me feel better. I'm just so...i don't even know. I can't stop thinking about it or anything that has to do with the situation. I've been holding back the tears all day, and I just don't think that I can do this.

I just need everything to be back to normal again...
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